Morning Sickness

Well, as usual, I have been very bad at actually writing in this blog. I have being feeling very under the weather for the last few weeks. Add to that that Collin will be leaving soon, and, well, I couldn't come up with anything decent to say on here besides complaining.

I've decided to spend this week cross-stitching. Is it weird that Collin hasn't left yet and I already feel lonely? Being pregnant is creating very mixed feelings. I really don't feel like having anyone around. I can't eat normal meals. I don't feel like cleaning the house. I just want to sit on the couch until I feel like a semi-normal person again. But the hormones combined with not feeling like myself is making me worried about being alone.

I guess all of this is compiled on top of visiting Eastgate while we were on leave. It's always weird to go back somewhere that used to be my second home and feel like a "visitor." I try to be good at keeping friends when I move, but I feel like I'm not doing something right. Okay, I'm going to stop rambling and go back to my cross-stitch. If you're the praying type, pray for me to find a church home in Jacksonville. I need it now more than ever.